<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/18490857?origin\x3dhttp://sandinuh-poesia.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
poesia

The poet is a liar who always speaks the truth. ~ Jean Cocteau

sandinuh

enigma . libra . yuppie . crazy crazy crazy . nocturnal animal . miner . emo person not music . slave to self deprecation & paranoia . full blown narcissist. perpetual fisher . danseur . wall climber . melchor hall baby . hugs&kisses . loves being serenaded . typophiliac . workophobe . extrovert . the late . oh well . bum . bs . bi . indecisive . soupy . girlabo to the infinity im sorry you need not understand. little boy at heart . porcelain doll . isaw monster . damn branded . inside joker . inebriated . lungless . wildfire gawdess . ootb since birth . unOPable kuno. arsehole . csa-maksci-up-ian . pagkasumbrero . preverbial sunrise . angst ridden. four-chamber hanger & stabber . ultimate lover. porno thursdays. betterthansex . softbatchcookies . bottomless iced tea . jake gyllenhaal . veronica mars . greys anatomy . pink . the beach . Yahoo status dyna_mite29 . dig a little deeper.



astellarmonument

home . main . the note book . photobucket . friendster 1 2 3 . multiply . deviantArt . the list

maybeit'slove

camz . lux . sithli . miguel . ross . kristiuh . diane . tep . elise . sheen. kaye . aj . icy . ceej . luis . AM . ching . jenna . ange . remika . ayisse . timy . frauey . frank . maan . coline. jen. vea . diane . mar . jaspie . tracy . leng . okrayables . UP FIGHT . saab . cassie . waiter god .

builttoflee

FIFA . MFY . IE Club . BE . Kastigo . Brainy Quote . OpenMind . Havaianas . Sparknotes . Roxy . Billabong . Ripcurl . CuRSe . peyups . lydia velasco . purevolume . tc . the oc . rockyou . HiFi . misprinted . iloveyou . iiicons . chicken little . veronica mars . project flipflop . muffinfilms .

hauntingsound

alanis morissette . hedkandi . incubus . fall out boy . jack's mannequin . switchfoot . dashboard confessional . good charlotte . rise against . idiot pilot . a new found glory . deathcab for cutie . jimmy eat world . phantom planet . the dandy warhols . eisley

outoftouch

August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 December 2005 March 2006

Saturday, September 10, 2005

"After you admitted defeat"



i made you smile.
you made me sad.
i did not frown.
i simply felt this inexplicable heaviness in my heart.
and for days passed, this jarring emotion stays.
is this love? i doubt it. no. i don't. i say a solid NO. + ewwwww.
is this infatuation? maybe.
maybe. how i hate "maybe".
i abhor this sad state of ambiguity.
is this "the game"? that. i fear the most.
i played you. and now. you're playing me.
it must be that. yes. it must be that.
i am coy. too coy. in the negative sense.
and you. a philanderer. i knew. i knew. but didn't want to see.
what right did i have to reject thee?
you and i, we're of the same kind.
again with this guild of impeccability.
simple gestures. emotions stirred.
my fault. my fault. take part will you?
ease the pain.
with a smile.
i made you smile.
you made me sad.
thanks sandy : )
hugs&kisses,
cheer up baby

sandinuh :)
5:17 PM