poesia

summer soup

2006-03-13T05:03:00.000-08:00

tumble sunshine
kiss the beach to hug sublime summer
happiness smiles
watermelons is full of life beautiful

kill me if contented

somebody yuppie
loving you.

rufus

2006-03-13T05:00:00.000-08:00

boy in the mist
summer lust
a frantic day
those bare hot
languid drunk shadows
beneath my dreams
their cry springing
above me my sleep delirious
true yet raw
I want you.

2005-12-15T22:10:00.000-08:00

in the end
only three things matter
how fully you lived
how deeply you loved
and how well you learned to let go of things not meant for you :)

UN MUI TRISTE POCO CHICAS' MEDITAR

2005-10-31T07:02:00.000-08:00

A harmless hilarity and a buoyant cheerfulness are not infrequent concomitants of genius; and we are never more deceived than when we mistake gravity for greatness, solemnity for science, and pomposity for erudition. I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.

Life has no meaning.

Stop looking.

LIVE.

be child-like not childish - jb

2005-10-21T03:25:00.000-07:00

this always happens...

this is always said...

even try to be different...

it might all be done in vain...

how can i make things better?

atleast, in my head...

funny...

a deficiency in dishy crux seemed to echo

around this processor...

i know you know what i mean...

you always do...

"why? because you're fascinating"

read without understanding...

and we'll live amicably...

but that isn't what we want...

is it? : )

a trivial, but not sanctuarial, pursuit...

i am.

forgive my cheeseparing.

it is, afterall, 3 in the morning...

*just because you're not cheesy doesn't mean you have to lose heart...

still there?? GO AWAY

2005-10-18T23:09:00.000-07:00

i can't deny that i am still miffed.
what's the point in being myself if i can't be true?
we, both you and i, can't do anything
if in this foreign land
it is only they whom i could lean on
and it is only he whom i could trust.
blame me not
for you are the very reason
i was the way i was.
you are the very reason
my balloon has flown away.
i am the way i am
because i chose to be.
you are my very reason no longer.
you are nothing.

somewhere,my balloon still is.
hopefully,'tis not yet popped.
'elst,death be upon you
heartless hooligan.

hugs&kisses,

Emptiness

full frontal or stab the back?

2005-09-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

she who must not be named?
puhlease
like you don't say it often
in your head
in your eyes
in your actions
actions speak
louder than words
she has been named
who's to say she "must not"?
shallow
(to the nth degree)
self-righteous
fc
right back at u
look who's talking
hypocrite
armageddon.

hugs&kisses,

hypocrite u

what's in a name?

all that u are?

pathetic.

*to think na pinakilala mo pa ex mo.

effuhcee!

today and you

2005-09-20T01:08:00.000-07:00

In
the darkness
i feel alive
i see my happiness
my happiness alone
sight restrained from veracity
my soul wide open
my eyes wide shut
my being in blissful turpitude

In
the light
i feel nothing but pain
there is solitude in gathering
there is agony in faintness
i am a wanderer forlorn
six strained instead of two
nothing gained
all is lost

I chose to live in the light
today
I might pack my bags tomorrow

You don't understand
You can't and you won't
For it was not you who filled this void
My words are just words
genuine cotton
words shall remain words
for the heart hearts he
not thee

ovvio ressa
per ill tuo fratello
io fessato con
con ill tuo fratello
mi abitare oscurito
ritorante estasi
HELP ME

Blind me beholder
Name me Felicity

hugs&kisses,

Feece

guide me

2005-09-19T23:19:00.000-07:00

love used to describe a very strong, positive feeling towards somebody or something. It is used especially to talk about strong romantic or sexual feelings between people; liking used to talk about positive feelings towards somebody or something. These feelings are not as strong as those suggested by love; affection used to describe warm friendly caring feelings between people. It can also be used to talk about a liking for something such as a place; fondness used in a similar way to affection to talk about feelings between people. It can also be used to describe a strong liking or preference for something; passion used to describe an exceptionally intense love for somebody, usually of a strong sexual nature. It can also be used to refer to a strong liking or enthusiasm for something, sometimes of an excessive nature; infatuation used to describe an intense but short-lived and often unrealistic love for somebody, usually of a romantic or sexual nature; crush used to describe somebody’s strong feeling of attraction towards a person with whom he or she is not having a relationship. It is used especially to talk about teenagers and young people.

"After you admitted defeat"

2005-09-10T17:17:00.000-07:00

i made you smile.
you made me sad.
i did not frown.
i simply felt this inexplicable heaviness in my heart.
and for days passed, this jarring emotion stays.
is this love? i doubt it. no. i don't. i say a solid NO. + ewwwww.
is this infatuation? maybe.
maybe. how i hate "maybe".
i abhor this sad state of ambiguity.
is this "the game"? that. i fear the most.
i played you. and now. you're playing me.
it must be that. yes. it must be that.
i am coy. too coy. in the negative sense.
and you. a philanderer. i knew. i knew. but didn't want to see.
what right did i have to reject thee?
you and i, we're of the same kind.
again with this guild of impeccability.
simple gestures. emotions stirred.
my fault. my fault. take part will you?
ease the pain.
with a smile.
i made you smile.
you made me sad.

thanks sandy : )

hugs&kisses,

cheer up baby

Life is a pleasure with you by my side

2005-08-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

I've found my dream..
in such an unlikely person..
the packaging so shambolic and muddled..
with a hint of naivety..
inside is a creature of benevolence..
twisted in just the right way..
a tenacious side you can't help but love..
the dream was right beside me all along..
cuddling me with charm and unadulterated companionship..
terms of endearment and compliments..
a palpable compatibilty in our eyes and smiles..
i was foolish not to see..
blinded by a guild of impeccability..
but i am glad..
for i rest, assured of the sincerity of my liking..
now my fondness wholly claimed..
wholly claimed..

ADMIRATION, n. Our polite recognition of another's resemblance to ourselves.

hugs&kisses,

Lovesick

today in math class

2005-08-06T01:30:00.000-07:00

Sadness overcomes me,
In this little room of analysis.
Thoughts of events of days passed,
make me weep inside;
i scream in agony.
my soul mourns over the loss of old and new.
my mind ponders of the whats,
the whys, the whos, and the whens.
tactics, unapplicable;
solutions, null.
why? why? why?
the answer, why not?
so what can i do?,
but let this sadness overcome me.
pray for hopes of a better day.
hopes will suffice now
so that i might smile once again.
Tears, trickling down my face.

hugs&kisses,

Lovesick