Monday, March 13, 2006
summer soup
tumble sunshine
kiss the beach to hug sublime summer
happiness smiles
watermelons is full of life beautiful
kill me if contented
somebody yuppie
loving you.
sandinuh :)
5:03 AM
rufus
boy in the mist
summer lust
a frantic day
those bare hot
languid drunk shadows
beneath my dreams
their cry springing
above me my sleep delirious
true yet raw
I want you.
sandinuh :)
5:00 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
in the end
only three things matter
how fully you lived
how deeply you loved
and how well you learned to let go of things not meant for you :)
sandinuh :)
10:10 PM
Monday, October 31, 2005
UN MUI TRISTE POCO CHICAS' MEDITAR
A harmless hilarity and a buoyant cheerfulness are not infrequent concomitants of genius; and we are never more deceived than when we mistake gravity for greatness, solemnity for science, and pomposity for erudition. I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.
Life has no meaning.
Stop looking.
LIVE.
sandinuh :)
7:02 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
be child-like not childish - jb
this always happens...
this is always said...
even try to be different...
it might all be done in vain...
how can i make things better?
atleast, in my head...
funny...
a deficiency in dishy crux seemed to echo
around this processor...
i know you know what i mean...
you always do...
"why? because you're fascinating"
read without understanding...
and we'll live amicably...
but that isn't what we want...
is it? : )
a trivial, but not sanctuarial, pursuit...
i am.
forgive my cheeseparing.
it is, afterall, 3 in the morning...
*just because you're not cheesy doesn't mean you have to lose heart...
sandinuh :)
3:25 AM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
still there?? GO AWAY
i can't deny that i am still miffed.
what's the point in being myself if i can't be true?
we, both you and i, can't do anything
if in this foreign land
it is only they whom i could lean on
and it is only he whom i could trust.
blame me not
for you are the very reason
i was the way i was.
you are the very reason
my balloon has flown away.
i am the way i am
because i chose to be.
you are my very reason no longer.
you are nothing.
somewhere,my balloon still is.
hopefully,'tis not yet popped.
'elst,death be upon you
heartless hooligan.
hugs&kisses,
Emptiness
sandinuh :)
11:09 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
full frontal or stab the back?
she who must not be named?puhleaselike you don't say it oftenin your headin your eyesin your actionsactions speak louder than wordsshe has been namedwho's to say she "must not"?shallow (to the nth degree)self-righteousfcright back at ulook who's talkinghypocritearmageddon.hugs&kisses,
hypocrite u
what's in a name?
all that u are?
pathetic.
*to think na pinakilala mo pa ex mo.
effuhcee!
sandinuh :)
6:39 AM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
today and you
In
the darkness
i feel alive
i see my happiness
my happiness alone
sight restrained from veracity
my soul wide open
my eyes wide shut
my being in blissful turpitude
In
the light
i feel nothing but pain
there is solitude in gathering
there is agony in faintness
i am a wanderer forlorn
six strained instead of two
nothing gained
all is lost
I chose to live in the light
today
I might pack my bags tomorrow
You don't understand
You can't and you won't
For it was not you who filled this void
My words are just words
genuine cotton
words shall remain words
for the heart hearts he
not thee
ovvio ressa
per ill tuo fratello
io fessato con
con ill tuo fratello
mi abitare oscurito
ritorante estasi
HELP ME
Blind me beholder
Name me Felicity
hugs&kisses,
Feece
sandinuh :)
1:08 AM